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Post by Summer Warner on Oct 16, 2007 15:32:33 GMT -5
Jasper was speeding. Really speeding. But his 95 miles an hour didnt feel fast enough, infact, he didnt he was ever going to get there. Why had he been so stupid? Why had he opened his mouth. It was his fault that Sadie was hurt, possible dying, and if she did, he would never forgive himself. Ever. The signs on the road flew by so fast he couldnt read it, and he swore he saw a cop. He wasnt stopping, not until he reached the hospital. Finally, after what seemed like ages, he finally reached the hospital. Jasper was already ticked off. No one had bothered to let him know anything until a couple of hours after it happened, Thats when Jamie finally remembered that Sadie was married and that her husband might like to know. It didnt help matters that he was already pissed at himself for upseting Sadie anyway.
Jasper ran into the Hospital, ignoring the dirty looks the nurses were giving him. He looked like crap, motoroil all over his jeans, [He was working on his truck when he got the call, his way to think about things], and his motorcycle jacket over a plain white tee. His hair was curly like it normally was. He knew that when Sadie saw him, she would probably scold him for coming into public like that, but he didnt care, all he wanted to do was see her face, to hear her voice, to know that she was going to be ok.
Jasper finally reached room 4202, and he opened the door quitely. It was White....Too White. Jasper had always had a fear of Hospitals ever since he spent weeks in there after his father had his motorcycle accident. Jasper hated to leave his father like that, so he spent most of his time there. Everyone in hospitals were either sick or dying, it was just depressing. Finally Jasper saw Sadie. Her eyes were shut, which wasnt a good sign in Jaspers book. Either she was really bad, or she just didnt want to see him. He sighed and walked over to the bed, pulling up the chair, and sat by her. He took her hand in his own, and stroked the back of it with his thumb. "Oh Sadie....How could I have let this happened. I promised to always be there for you, and look at you now...."
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 15:36:53 GMT -5
Sadie sighed not opening her eyes. Last thing she wanted to see was Jasper. After what he did to her she couldn't bare the fact he was in the same room with her. "I don't want you here."
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Post by Summer Warner on Oct 16, 2007 15:51:05 GMT -5
Jasper sighed, "Sadie... I'm sorry that it hurt you, but do think I felt like I was walking on a cloud when I heard what you did? I forgave you for your past, all of your past, but yet you cant forgive me for one time? Isnt that being a little Hypocritical? Look, I didnt come here to argue with you. I can here to check on the love of my life, my reason for living." He brushed her hair out of her face. "Look, I dont care if you dont want me here. I'm staying. And if anyone makes me leave the room, I will sit outside by the door, I'm not leaving you here alone. Look what happened last time I left you."
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 15:53:14 GMT -5
"I told you about me and Jack. You never said anything about that Tramp you thought it'd be fun to lay while you were with me. Did you ever yeally love me Jasper or was that all just a ploy so I don't see through you. Keep your ring we're over." She said not wanting him there, hoping that Jamie was still there to throw Jasper out.
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Post by Jasper Kercy on Oct 16, 2007 16:00:09 GMT -5
"And I told you about me and the girl, who isnt a tramp. Atleast you didnt find out through a rumor Sadie, it just took me a little bit longer to tell you. I was so ashamed. I dont see how you could tell me you slept with over 20 guys, and I sleep with one girl, and you want to end something beautiful. Sadie, why cant I make you see. I LOVE YOU I have never felt this way about anyone else. I would go to the ends of the world for you. I love you so much that I refuse to leave. If I didnt love you, I wouldnt have drove all this way to see you, I wouldnt stay here even though your breaking my heart. You dont realize the hold you have on me." He said quietly. He winced at what she said. "Sadie....You dont mean that....Dont...."
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 16:03:07 GMT -5
"All the guys I slept with were before you Jasper. They were before I found you and fell in love with you. But you see, I was honost, I was going to tell you about me and Jack even if there wasn't a romor. HOw long were you planing to keep this from me?" Sadie kept her eyes shut not wanting to look at him.
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Post by Jasper Kercy on Oct 16, 2007 16:07:12 GMT -5
"I dont know Sadie, when ever the right moment came up, but it never did. I was so ashamed of my past, ashamed that I couldnt tell you. Afraid that you would be angry, afraid that you would hate me...And I was right." He said, still holding her hand, but looking away. It hurt him to look at her. To look at her and knew she hated him, To look at her and know it was all his fault. He couldnt stand it, but it would hurt more to be away from her. "I'm sorry, I know it wont mean much to you, But I am truely sorry, and if there was a way to change what I did, I would. I never wanted to hurt you."
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 16:09:17 GMT -5
"You should have told me when it happened. That way I never would have had the chance to fall for you then see what you really are. I can't believe I wasted all the time I did on you Jasper. I really did love you."
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Post by Jasper Kercy on Oct 16, 2007 16:14:01 GMT -5
Jasper thought about her words for a moment, then got angry. "Bullshit." He said simply. "You cant say that Sadie. You cant say you ever loved me. If you ever loved me, then you would be upset yes, but you wouldnt let it end this way. Even if I hadnt slept with someone while we were together, I would have forgiven you for sleeping with Jack. Even though it wasnt an accident. I wouldnt have let that ruin us, BECAUSE REAL LOVE FINDS A WAY. I wonder if you ever even liked me, or if this was just some cruel joke. 'Lets see if Sadie can make even the biggest loser fall in love with her' Well guess what. It worked. And now, you have hurt me more than you will ever know." Jasper was truely pissed now, and when Jasper was pissed, he didnt think. At all. He didnt think about how things he did could affect his future. "See you around Sadie, That is if you get out before I'm Gone."
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 16:21:07 GMT -5
"Jasper... wait." Sadie whispered. When Sadie whispered it was because she was scared or confused. She didn't know what to do, she watned to get rid of Jasper, he broke her heart. The other part of her still loved him, she always would love him. HE was her lifeline her fall back.
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Post by Jasper Kercy on Oct 16, 2007 16:24:43 GMT -5
By this time Jasper was at the door. He had promised himself he wasnt going to get angry, but you could see the fire burning in his eyes. He had his hand on the door, but turned back, and when his eyes hit Sadie's, his anger was gone. He couldnt help it, she looked like an angel. "Why wait?" He asked quietly. "Look, I know I broke your heart, as you broke mine, but thats the thing, Love is the bandaid to the broken heart." He said, taking a step closer. "Plus, If things end this way, I think Sam would be devistated. I was like a father to him." He said, smiling slightly.
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 16:27:35 GMT -5
"I still love you Jasper, nothing could change that I'm sorry." With that Sadie fell into her coma again. To the unexpecting eye was her hand at her leg, cutting open an artery, the same way Jamie tired to commit suicide. IT was all too much for her, it was time to end things once and for all.
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Post by Summer Warner on Oct 16, 2007 18:49:35 GMT -5
Jasper smiled slightly, but then yelled when Sadie slipped into coma again. He ran over to her, stopping down my her mid-waist, and thats when he saw the blood. Jasper had never screamed as loudly as he did then. He ran over and opened the door "GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE NOW! SADIE IS DYING!" He yelled to some nurses who were standing around. Then he ran back in and quickly removed his shirt, using it to put pressure against the cut. It was bleeding bad. He looked at Sadie as the nurses came in. "Sadie...Sadie.... Stay with me Sadie. You cant leave me like this.... I cant live with out you....No. I refuse to live with out you!" He cried. The Nurse yelled for the doctor, and told him he needed to leave. "NO! I WONT LEAVE HER! I PROMISED I WOULDNT LEAVE HER!" He yelled with frustration, but in the end, It took four male nurses to drag him out of the room.
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 16, 2007 18:51:40 GMT -5
"She's awake again." One of the male nurses said watching as Sadie opened her eyes.
"Jasper, where's Jasper? I want my husband." She said jittery as many of the nurses fussed over her checking ehr vitals, stitching her cut up. "JASPER"
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Post by Jasper Kercy on Oct 16, 2007 20:10:01 GMT -5
Jasper paced out side the room. Everytime he tried to get back in, a nurse stopped him. Finally heard a Nurse say 'She's awake again' Then the sound of Sadie's voice. "SADIE!" He hollared trying to get back in there, but a nurse stopped him. He turned around as if to walk off, and watched as the nurse moved away to pick up a paper he dropped. Then Jasper took off into the room "SADIE!!!!! SADIEEEEE!!!!" He yelled running over to her. Two nurses chased him in, trying to drag him back out. "GET OFF!!! SHE WANTS TO SEE ME! SADIE! DONT DIE ON ME! I NEED YOU!"
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