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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 22, 2007 22:37:09 GMT -5
"Can you at least let me try and earn your trust again?" She said looking in his also tear streaked eyes. "I love you so much Matt."
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 22, 2007 22:42:54 GMT -5
Matt tilted his head to the side. "Yeah, I guess it's the least I can give you." He said, his voice still as quiet as before. He lifted his hand up and scratched his head, twisted his mouth to one side, and frowned.
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 22, 2007 22:46:11 GMT -5
"Thank you." Wrapping her arms around him she only wished for him to do the same. To love her again, to believe in her, to trust her. But that would take time, and she would have to wait.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 22, 2007 22:51:22 GMT -5
"Welcome." He said. He let his head hang to the side for the moment, watching the floor. Then when Shasta put her arms around him, he lifted his head back up. He too wrapped his arms around her. He then leaned down and kissed the top of her head. No matter how hurt he was he still loved Shasta and would always be there to protect her as best as he could.
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Post by Evie Parker on Oct 23, 2007 8:26:23 GMT -5
"Matt... while I'm being honost with you. Remember that night about a month ago with the bridge and that guy..." She asked afraid to tell him what she had to. Shasta remembered the night so clearly and that scared her. The ass failed to use a condom and now poor Shasta ahd to suffer the consequences.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 23, 2007 15:07:00 GMT -5
Matt cleared his throat, and he shifted himself a little bit, trying to get comfortable again. He nodded slowly. "Yes, I remember that night like it was only yesterday. But why bring it up?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
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Post by Greysen Peters on Oct 23, 2007 15:13:54 GMT -5
"My period was 2 weeks late and I got scared so you know I got tested and... and..." She couldn't say it, the tears began to roll and she was scared for his reaction.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 23, 2007 15:20:30 GMT -5
Matt's eyes widened. And when he saw Shasta ctart crying, he knew what she was meaning to say. "So you're... pregnant?" He asked. As if the day couldn't get anymore dramatic! He thought. He looked at Shasta, stared really, his mouth slightly open in awe. It took him a few minutes to shake his head and snap back to reality. He scratched his head, and his heart was racing faster than ever. "Well.. well uh.. don't worry, Shasta, we can get through this. I promise you we can."
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Post by Shasta Cohen on Oct 23, 2007 15:25:31 GMT -5
"Yes, I'm pregnant. Matt I'm so scared! I don't know what to do. Do we keep it?" She asked basically collapsing in in his arms. Completly and udderly limp and broken there in his arms. She didn't know how she wanted to react to this baby, how she was going to feel about carrying the child of a man who almost killed her.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 23, 2007 15:40:30 GMT -5
Matt tilted his head to the side, thinking about this. "Uhm, I don't know. I mean, I don't want you to have an abortion, that's just terribly wrong. So when you do have this baby, I don't know.. do we keep it, or give it up for adoption? I don't know." He said, scratching his head, deep in thought. He held her close to her as she lay there in his arms. He leaned down and kissed the top of her head again, as if that would make everything better.
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Post by Shasta Cohen on Oct 23, 2007 15:45:22 GMT -5
"Okay, so when I have this baby, would you want to be a father? It's just so heartbreaking, I want kids yes, but I wanted them to be yours, not some creep that I don't even know." She said quietly as he kissed her forehead. IT didn't make everything better but it did help. It reassured her that he was there and would help no matter what she chose.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 23, 2007 15:54:09 GMT -5
Matt cleared his throat again, and he shrugged. "I don't know I mean.. yeah I'd love to be a father. Especially the father of your child, even if I'm not biologically the father. I don't think this kid here-" he pointed to her stomach "-would want to know his real father was a monster, and that you got pregnant on accident by rape." He said, nodding. "So sure, I'd love to be the father of your child, even though it's not really mine."
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Post by Shasta Cohen on Oct 23, 2007 15:58:19 GMT -5
"We could not tell the child, let it live in the illusion you are the real father. It wouldn't be the first time something like that happened." She said blinking a few times making sure all her tears were gone.
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Post by Matthew Amsterdam on Oct 23, 2007 16:04:31 GMT -5
"So is that a.. yes?" He asked, tilting his head to the side, raising an eyebrow.
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Post by Shasta Cohen on Oct 23, 2007 20:16:11 GMT -5
"I say we keep it." She nodded once, deciding that should be the best thing. "I stopped dealing, and my money at the tattoo parlor is picking up since I finally got over 50 tattoos on people. We can do it."
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